Sunday, July 7, 2013

The Solitude of Prime Numbers




How does one define success?
Money, family, faith?

I believe it is one thing- 
following your heart.
It is waking with a smile and a laugh
It is finding solace in a love's arms
Its being able to laugh at yourself
And cry aloud when hurt

Being who you are
your essence

far too often we lose ourselves
just wanting to please others
and you give until the well runs out

And all you are left with is yourself.
The solitude of 1

and it reminds me of One- a prime number
1,3,5,7 etc 
What do they have in common and how does it relate to my quandry?
no  matter how you pair these, you are always left with one
that is you.
You are the beauty that makes that number prime

And once that realization hits- 
as it did me recently-
you have succeeded in the most important epiphany

Realizing that no matter what or who you are with - 
you are still the solitude of that prime number.
Nothing changes the essence of who you are

I have been waking with a smile thinking of memories of recent
and my laugh?
That somehow I connected Math with philosophy 

I hope this makes sense! lol
(This is also a title of a book)

Saturday, July 6, 2013

The giving Tree

Its been ages.
In watching something so amazing as Shindler's List, I couldnt help but be captivated.
The completeness in itself is miraculous, but one scene.

The women are wrongfully sent to a death camp as opposed to Shindler's work camp.The reason "lost in the paperwork"

How many times do we ignore minor details and shrug them off when, utilizing the butterfly effect, could change so many "lives" or situations?
Why don't we follow through with the essential nature to save a life?
To save our own?

Sometimes we lose ourselves in "the paperwork"
its the age of growth and its time to take that seedling and be the tree that kids can climb on and can give two romantic lovers shade.

I remember reading the giving tree when i was little.
You give and give until you are a stump.
Dead.

Why not choose to be strong and sturdy to aid others, as opposed to giving until you yourself are dead??

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Its been a while. a long while

in a dark space that has enveloped me

I still have love and hope in people but I feel i have lost ambition.