to move past who we once were
To evolve past relationships, people, situations that used to once make us so happy
Or is it a capturing?
Do we carry these ppl and images of memories with us?
and if so, is that why my back hurts so much?
Sometimes I feel like some memories chase me.
That I attempted to cut them,
but they are continuously texting me
like that cold that wont leave your skin.
those cold nights that infect your bones
and you would do anything to alleviate that aching in the tendons
I love these days
staring at a red mountahin
writing these words as they come
feeling the sun kiss my back.
as if it is embracing me from behind.
I am in love with this world.
maybe thsi is why I am alone.
I am already having a love affair.
I nestle in the moons gaze
wake up to the suns kisses
and spend the day reading in trees, by the water, or on a mountain.
I sometimes don't feel that any man could love me like this.
And as I have said- it will take a very special man to stop me on this adventure.
and though I love this part of my life,
I cant wait to experience a love like that.
We shall see what transpires, but none the less,
I am loving this journey.